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"Man cannot live without friends"

~okay,maybe i dont know who created this line,ok fine, no one created this line. i made it uo but it was inspired by something that i heard last time. i dunno why i suddenly wanna post about my friends; maybe it was because of hsiao shan's entry about vanessa,who is in sydney now( sigh) or maybe,no offense meant;that cheesy song about true friends by hannah montana,( who i have, and never will be a fan of) ((long story.)) this post will be about all the little nice things that my friends have done. either for me, or things that i have appreciated. ok, here goes. :) 

About my phobias. Ornithophobia and acrophobia. And also 2 slight cases of other phobias-which is too embarassing to blog about and only mccoy knows cos he asked me.

The cause of ornithophobia is because i was attacked attacked by a crow and a mynah at my grandma's house. There was a crow perched on the bamboo pole and i ran forward and tried to shoo it away. my plan totally backfired when the crow came flying in to attack me. I screamed and ran into the living room where i turned up the tv volume to drown out the freaking annoying " caw" "caw" of the crows. Apparently the crow was startled and flew back out. ive been afraid ever since. Same incient with the mynah. also scared of pigeons, but not of experience. im just scared off the fluttering in my face.

The cause of acrophobia...is nothing. its just like that. everytime im on the escalator at ngee ann city, also known as takashimaya in singapore, i freak out because im so high up. My hands will start to sweat and i would feel like sitting down. Every time i look down, i would imagine falling..falling..falling...


Well thats all for now.


Cheers.
Ryan.

Gah, another freaky dream happened last night. i dreamt that the whole of year 1 theatre faculty and mr lofthouse went to london and the london dungeon was actually part motel/part scary attraction. It was at night, probably between 9.00 and 12.00pm. Tel you, its really dark and the only source of lights are the gas lamps. I remember tara,me,sam,sarah,fayth,zahra,viraj and uh...gwen and a few more that i really cant remember now.( i will remember more as the story unfolds) Anyway, the entrance i remembered looked like an abandoned factory;it had two of those huge metal machines filled with oil or something like that. we were all seated and mr lofthouse was telling us why we were staying at the london dungeon for a 2 days. i was like," WTH?" i was already freaked out by the settings and really wanted to leave, and WE WERE SUPPOSED TO STAY THERE FOR TWO FREAKING NIGHTS?" the others were also a bit disturbed by this nes. mr lofthouse continued that he wanted us to observe the place for a night and a day and record your conversations. dunno what that had to do with theatre; after all, it IS dream. He said that although the place wasnt haunted, there were some people dressed up in those scary hollywood costumes and there were some scary props hanging around. Then at that moment...

A man wearing a cloak and cape, and black clothes, swept across the inside of the entrance. We were quite startled by this new person who disappeared as soon as he came. Tara, i remembered was sitting at the back, and nearest to the entrance of the london dungeon. Then, a woman walked along the same way the man did. Difference was, this WOMAN HAD NO SHADOW. Tara freaked and crawled quickly to the middle of the group. Then, mr lofthouse told us to get up and get in. Holding a gas lamp, he lead us in.

I was in the middle of the group and we all huddled together, well, cos you know, about that, safety in numbers. First stop( Remember: the whole place changed in my dream so the original attractions inside ere gone.) So, the first stop, was this walkway, really dark, filled with scary props, like voodoo dolls and skulls and flickering gas lamps and such. We saw some people wearing costumes stalking us, and just disappeared in the shadows. Then, we went up this staircase, called the pathway of the dead, and saw some "corpses" crawling their way up the staircases. Their "makeup" looked REALLY REAL.Their skin were grey with scabs littering their dead maggot-infested skin. They vanished into the shadows too. Then, we all got a shock. A really bad shock. With a capital" R" , "B" and a "S". Like this, Really Bad Shock. Anyway,...

On the way up, mr lofthouse bent down to tie his shoelaces or something that requires bending down.He told us to go to the highest floor first. I think the people in front were justin, nishok and some other people. Then, as i was walking past this pillar with sam and natalie, from an alcove beside me, stepped out mr gilchrist.im gonna feel bad describing his looks, so im just gonna say he also had scabs littered across his body. Natalie and natasha screamed. Sam tried to move away. I covered my face. He was muttering something and reaching out to us. Then mr lofthouse came up. Mr "gilchrist" ripped off his face-literally, peeled off his face and vanished. Most of us screamed. Mr lofthouse still said this place wasnt haunted. Oh and the staircase looked exactly like the one at the black box at school.At the highest floor we dropped off sam, romit, viraj, justin, gwen and some others to go to their motel rooms.The rest of us then took a cart ride to the bottom, down to an underground hut. There was a table and some chairs there,with a fire burning. Then, suddenly, a skull droppedfrom the ceiling and mr lofthouse began to "SUSPECT" that the place was haunted. We heard some yowls and took the mine cart ride up back to the highest floor. There we met the people who we dropped of, sam, gwen, romit and the other people, who had experienced various hauntings in their rooms. Sam had seen tarantulas drop from the ceiling and gwen's toilet mirror broke suddenly; from what i heard from them. We hurried out of the place before the gates swung shut. I had a more pleasant dream after that, but thats another story.

Cheers.
Ryan.

Rsndpm [ictures of me after the exam. Yeah.




Wow. done here after one and a half hours. my dad wont allow me to download the sony ericsson media thingy onto the main com,so i did it on my brothers one. sheesh. ok gtg...

Cheers,

Ryan:)

WoOOOOOOoOOOoooooooOOooooOO! Friggin exams are finally over! The lit exam was pretty challenging, surprisingly. would be good if i could pass well. This week , gonna meet up with christina, didnt see her for about a year,yay!, for yf. my fist time. Hoboy! Kinda nervous. hey u would be too. Anyway, today's volleyball tournament Rocked...and sucked...big time. Out of 5 stoopid matches, the presleys. my team, only won 1 out of 5. well, it was tough. but we were realy god, even enoch, surprise surprise, his serve sent the ball to the ceiling, which is like 2 stories up. cool!!!! First one up was the ninja turtles. Then followed by some other team. then Matchballs27 and iballs followed by the flying pink dinosaurs. i think,personally, i was pretty ok. i scored quite some against the pink dinosaurs. we lost by 1 point. EG when i think, sarah served the ball, dorcas dodged and good ol me ran up and smacked the ball and wooH! They wouldnt expecting that and we scored quite some points after that. we all were pretty good. some teams were pretty upset by their loss. i was a lil disappointed but theres really no reason to cry. no offense but seriously, its just a game. anyway, during the iballs match, mccoy distracted me with some...erm...some hand unrude hand gesture. i got him back by smacking the ball back over the net after that. we lost to iballs but it was still a pretty good game. YAY R$!!! ROck it like we always do...



Ps i know mac(r2) isnt listening to this, but i WILL EAT YOU UP! hahas lol.

Kudos to everyone is presleys for being rockish! OH yeah!





Luv it....

:)

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Luv it....

:)

this is a short post and also a confession that i randomly decided to blog about. dont know if you dont know what it means-dont care. well, i have 2 phobias actually. go check it up in a dictionary. here it is-

Ornithophobia and acrophobia.

There.

This is actually funny when we actually listen to how we talk...man, this gave me stitches...hahahahahahahahhahahahahahaha...lol

Apologize, You're beautiful, The Reason