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Hi, i'm ryan. :)
I'm your average non-average guy.

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There really isn't much to say here , is there .

Ryan, 13
28 November 1995
SOTA
Zion Bible-Presbyterian Church (Bishan)
Zion youth Fellowship
Zion Youth Fellowship Camp 09 - Coffee Bean
fan of: Coldplay, We The Kings, The Chipmunks, David Archuletta
visitors since 26th December 2008. Incredible people here.

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9.12.08 ( 10:45 AM )

Ok man, my ornithophobia is soooooo getting outta hand. I can ven sit and be still when i know theres a seagull near me. Or when i'm at the mackenzie galls and i cant leave cos theres a magpie on one of the stepping-stones. Or when there are pigeons all around the void deck and im petrified. or when there are a couple of crows and ravens roosting right in front of KFC and i would rather take the long way in-that is to say,the back gate,-just to avoid those masses of black evil.

I cant even be near A FREAKING SPARROW WHEN IM SITTING DOWN TO LUNCH!?

this is getting so out of hand. and i think its turning to something really detrimental or something.i dont even think i can go to jurong bird park,without a big group of friends or my family. i always bottle this up from my family. i would share it with my friends.which is kinda bad-cos blood runs thicker than water, and i shld be closer to my family... ... ... .. . oh well. im working on it.

im also countering my acrophobia. every time i look down from an escalator on the way to the 6th floor and its suspended, like if the escalator shld disintegrate, you cant even reach out to hold the wal cos its so far away, my handz would sweat and i would feel sick ad woozy. i can even see the sticky outlines of my hands on the escalator railing. I obviously cant summon the guts to go bungee-jumping or skydiving. i'll die from fright.

Ah...i hope i can vanquish these gears before i'm a full fledged adult. oh well.IT sucks to be me! From avenue q! LOL :)

I think i'll steal russ's impromptu poem for this post-sorry dude, i owe you one.

I'm back from melbourne.

im pretty sunburned.( which is false of cos, since itwas so cold,)

Saw a lot of magpies.

fire and ice.

Wanted to go to camp.

Mary had a little lamb.

Ah, i better go now.

Type something.
S-O-M-E-T-H-I-N-G.

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i think they call it freedom of speech