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29.12.08 ( 10:09 PM )

shoot. shoot. Sh0ot. sHOoT. SHOOt. Sh0Ot. sH0OT.

aiyah icould have gone to the yf outing today. but i didnt. you know why? cos it was my mum's birthday. now you're thiking, "this ryan, so unfilial, don't want to spend time with his mom, want to hang out with friends..yaddahyaddahyaddah.." Don't get the wrong idea. i skipped the outing cos i wanted to spend time with my mom but she left the house early in the morning and went to town and didnt come back til night. so i was extremely EXTREMELY angry that i missed both occasions. Sooooo angry that i felt like i was on fire. seriously. i was sweating and my insides felt like it was burning. so i went to S11 for lunch and after that, i went to the drinks store, and said, "soya bean, no cup please".

"huh?"

"soya bean, no cup."

"Huh?"

"Soya bean, NO CUP."

Then she gave me what i wanted, and asked if it was correct, like this,"Soya bean, no cup, dui hor?"

No, no. when i ask for something, i actually want the opposite of what i asked for.

But, of course, that's not what i said, what i actually said was...

"Yes. Correct."

So i left the place, sucking on the drink and walked back home, and suddenly, walked beside a bush with a hornet in it. it hovered in front of me. IN FRONT. So i ran and ran and ran til i was beside zion BP church. Then i started humming,"silent night" and walked home. And got even angrier that i could have gone for the outing.

That evening, at my grandma's house, i was talking to my mum.

"hi mum, thanks for wasting my afternoon."

"what do you mean?"

"you went out early in the morning and didn't even like, ask me or something. Like that day, when i asked if i could go for the outing, you said ' must spend time with your mum and all that' so i skipped it, and then you go out the whole day..."

After every word, my volume increased and i got angrier. and angrier. Then i left to go for a walk to cool down.

But when i came back, i got all angry again.

AAARGH!

I can't believe it.