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Hi, i'm ryan. :)
I'm your average non-average guy.

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There really isn't much to say here , is there .

Ryan, 13
28 November 1995
SOTA
Zion Bible-Presbyterian Church (Bishan)
Zion youth Fellowship
Zion Youth Fellowship Camp 09 - Coffee Bean
fan of: Coldplay, We The Kings, The Chipmunks, David Archuletta
visitors since 26th December 2008. Incredible people here.

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18.1.09 ( 9:05 PM )

Siblings. sigh.

TOday had lunch with nng,abrham,danielle and jiamin. on the journey right, i was venting about being a big bro to clarice. and then nng told me that he wished that he could have done those stuff, like patting a younger sibling to sleep those kind of stuff...

i love claire. but its superdupertrouper hard for me to do that to nicholas. (thinking of it makes me wanna barf too) It's hard to love someone who wants to touch your butt everyday grips your arm for no good reason,switches off the light when ur in the bathroom, hogs the phone, reads through your smses, invades your room, and also when he's your total opposite.

Example:

Ryan: Hey, you went for yf last time right?

Nicholas: Yeah. Why?

Ryan: Why did you quit?

Nicholas: It was boring.

Ryan: It's not boring, you dweeb.

Nicholas: You're very stubborn, you know. church is not everything.

Ryan: Stuff it. I love church. Deal with it.

Or when i try to ignore him for one week, i will get annoyed but then i'll pray for me to stop fighting cos i'm tired of it already. But if i manage to ignore him for a few days, and if he annoys me to the extent i snap a few days later, i go all out like what russ said. All the anger i bottle up comes rushing out like some nine-tailed demon fox, and i'll thrash him. seriously. feel bad when i think of it now. but thats the truth. i need prayer help. :/ Well. I hope i can get rid of this habit.

I love church. Just love it. and everyone in it. But i need help. I can't let it rule my life-in the bad way. I can't neglect my everything for that-crazy as it sounds. I need prayer help. I need help from Christ. I need help.

"Teenager effects" are starting to kick in about now. I-wanna-just-be- just- cool ryan mode. AAAAAAaargh.

Help.

Type something.
S-O-M-E-T-H-I-N-G.

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