Don't let the awesomeness blind you .

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25.4.09 ( 10:42 PM )

Do not be sad for the end of the day, for the next one will bring forth new beginnings.

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22.4.09 ( 10:50 PM )

There are 2 major things i really want right now. As in, NOW.

My ipod which i lost/got stolen in the clubhouse couple months back. Cant believe some shit like that could happen. FRIGGIN THIF. MY BLOODY IPOD MAN.
My wallet which some freak took. Has a lot of cards man. Crap, now have to go make new one. Shit. shitshitshitshit.

Is this like, some sort of test from god or something? I'm really damn pissed and furious at the ipod thing most of all; cos its really expensive, and some *** up *$@$*Q@$*@Q could steal it! IN A CHURCH OF ALL PLACES!! A CHURCH!!!!!!! AAAAAARGH! Q%#%#^%$#^$^%^$%^!

*#AERFAEJGEAIGNAEIGNAE$KGN A$KENGH$EKNGKEN$T#N$TAI#$NTKNIK$%YA#$TN#$ IYGN$W% NYI$K%NTN$#W!

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21.4.09 ( 7:24 PM )

Ok. Let's just call the idiot person sweet toe.

And let's call nice person: Race.

Look, sweet toe. You claim you're Race's friend, but how do you actually show your friendship? As for me? I show my friendship by being comfortable with them; by trying to make them laugh. FRIENDS don't freaking show their friendship by bullying them: That's just being a shit.

You claim that by hanging out with them, you're officially their FRIEND. Look, dude, you don't GET friends by hanging with them. You MAKE friends by , guess what, BEING a friend. Did they ever say they enjoyed your company? Or your behavior? Just because they don't treat you crappily like other people doesn't mean they LIKE you. It's more of a human compassion kinda thing. Ever heard of it? Compassion? And when you're teasing them, "TEASING" ahem ahem, you jolly well STOP if they don't feel comfortable with it! Continuing with your incessant "teasing" is just making them feel like crap!

And just because you stop teasing them on purpose, and tell them that it is a privilege that you stopped, doesn't give the the right to treat you with respect and FEAR you; first of all, you shouldn't even be teasing them if they don't like it! Can we have a little sense of maturity here?? So please, dude, if you claim to be their friend, SHOW it. Actions speak louder than words.

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14.4.09 ( 7:27 PM )

I think i should update my blog and publish a new post; and in contrast to the previous post, i should post something somewhat funny or happy, i guess..

SO anyway, that day in school, during P.E., we had to wash the tents where we slept in during the camp, and the teacher was giving out instructions, and one particular line was " Put the green sheet into the blue sheet", but since that teacher lacked the ability to pronounce english words, properly, what we heard was " Put the green shit into the blue shit"; and i started laughing, and so did some of my other classmates, and the teacher's response was...

"Excuse me. Can you're not be so immature and grow up? Only little kids, like primary 2 laugh at this kind of things. And if you're 14 year old teenagers can laugh at this kind of things, then i think something is wrong."

But we were still thinking of the green shit blue shit thing, and we still sniggered; saw celeste cover her mouth and laugh silently; i was thinking of multicolor shit and kept sniggering uncontrollably.. but anyway, just yesterday, during P.E., we were gathering in the hall just before we ran the 2.4. We were running around like childhood-deprived people, well most people; i wasnt. I was talking to some friends about some stuff. Then when the teacher went into the hall, and told all of us to gather, and was like, shouting and everything 'cos we were so "rowdy" haw haw. Then she said something that had the words" Immature"and "grow up" and i thought back to the time of the multicolor shit incident. Ah, gotta go. I'm done anyway..

Bye. :]

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10.4.09 ( 12:48 PM )

Can you all just go away and leave me alone?

Something so simple can evolve into something so damn friggin screwed up.

Oh f***. Life is so screwed.